A few years ago, I lost a tonne of weight (40kg, to be exact) bringing me down from 105kg to a lovely small 65kg. I was a size 8-10, was verging on being a "small", and had replaced all of my clothes.
Then I started teaching.
Don't get me wrong, I love my job. But I was so dedicated to making sure I had every lesson, every minute, planned perfectly and that I knew exactly what I was doing... So dedicated and obsessed that I stopped the diet and the little "workouts" I was doing... If you could call them that. I really wasn't that fit. Just thinner.
Over the last 4 years, I have put on 20kg. I feel disgusting.
When I first noticed the weight returning, I tried starting the Couch to 5K program. I got a week in, then I got a cold and stopped. A month later, I tried again. I got a week and one day in, and then got glandular fever. I was then told I could not work out anymore.
Glandular fever left me bedridden for weeks. I couldn't work, I slept all day. I took about a year to recover and even after that I had chronic sinusitis and tonsillitis until I had surgery to remove my sinuses 5 weeks ago.
Yesterday
My partner and I have recently moved house and I thought that it was time to get myself into a routine. I weighed myself over the weekend and began to cry... I weighed 86.5kg. I have put on over 20kg. You see, 20kg was one thing, but OVER 20kg? That felt like a whole new level of weight gain to me... Failure hit me like a baseball bat to the stomach.
I started talking to a colleague yesterday and he put me onto some great ideas... He had lost 19kg over the last year and had gone from being a couch potato to fit in 365 days. I wanted to do better than that... He inspired me.
I asked him what I should do about being so tired after work... It had been so hard to get into any fitness routine because I was always exhausted after a long day of teaching. He told me... "AFTER work? You should do it BEFORE work. I get up at 5am to work out." I looked at him in disbelief.
"I'm so tired in the mornings, there's no way I could get out of bed that early." I said.
That's when he suggested Oxy-Shred...
I know loads of healthy organic people tend to think that pre-workouts loaded with caffiene don't work, or if they do they are bad for you... But seriously. You don't know how much it helped me this morning. This morning, I got out of bed, put a scoop of this magical caffienated beverage in a shotglass of water, shotted it, and SMASHED the first Couch to 5K workout. The last time I had tried, it was extremely hard... This time, it was a piece of cake. I couldn't believe it. I literally spent the walking parts of it dancing down the street.
Most importantly, he told me I shouldn't set a weight goal... I should set a FITNESS goal. Set something to achieve with my body, and the weight will come off on its own.
So I looked at my 5K app... And I think I can do better than that in a year.
The Goal:
Today was my first run, and in a year from today, I want to go from NOVICE to EXPERT... I want to run the City to Bay in Adelaide.
The course is about 12km long and the average person runs it in about an hour. People tend to aim for less than an hour... Loads of people walk it for charity. My friend and I walked the course one year and the winner that year ran it in 30 minutes. I'm pretty sure it was a new record.
I don't want to just be thin again... I want to be fit. Excuse my french, but... I want to be fit as fuck. I want to be strong and lean and able to run as long as I can without feeling exhausted. I don't want to be a certain weight. I want to be at my physical peak.
I thought I'd start this blog to record my journey... So I hope if you're reading, you are also inspired by my story.
This time, I'm not giving up a week in. I'm going to go for a full 365 days.